Sometimes my notebooks have lines and sometimes they don’t. Writing with the lines and writing without lines are very different experiences. As a writer, I know that different pens and paper, like different places and moments, offer different experiences. The experience of writing with lines, I realized, can be likened to the experience of practicing with the forms and rituals here in retreat: The orderly offers an entry to the disorderly freedom of letting go…
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I would like to prove that I am beyond ordinary human emotions; that I don’t get annoyed, that I don’t get afraid, and that I am always serene and full of joy.
And – of course -that my sense of humor is equal to none.
Proof? What is there to prove?
It seems to me you made a nicely balanced speech about forms and rituals, Sensei.
Thank you again for posting it.
I wonder if, in addition to “experiencing the impersonal aspect”, forms and rituals have a very simple function also; to confirm our identity as zen-practitioners.
Taking Buddhist names, shaving our heads, wearing robes, eating with chopsticks, chanting sutras, sitting on mats, being with a group; all of that also confirms we are into Zen.
And thank goodness for that, because what else do we have?
If we simply live our lives; if our lives and our practice are not two separate things; what can we bring forward as proof of our practice?